I still love you as my own

I was passing by your window
But you weren’t home
I was knocking at your door
But you give no attention
I was calling over the phone
But your line got no connection
I tried to walk with you everyday
But you just ignore me
I was calling your name even
But you only put it in vain
I give you my protection and love
But you never grab
I tried in your dreams
But you shot me off in whims
Well, I guess that would be my role
After you nailed me on the cross,
I still love you as my own.